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[multipurposegoddess]

 I"m in a bad mood and have a lousy attitude. When I woke up and let the cats out this morning (Walter likes to go to the back door, but when he sees that it's still dark and cold out there, he decides to come back inside and lounge in the living room for a while), I was still tired enough that I went ahead and crawled back into bed. And, as usually happens when I do that, I had icky dreams. Most notably, I dreamed that I was woken up by someone pounding on the front door because they needed me to sign for a package - a huge package that I couldn't remember ordering or imagine what it contained - and only after I had wrestled that inside did I realize that all my stuff from the front rooms was gone. Even my porch swing (I don't have a porch swing, but in the dream I knew there was supposed to be one in front of the kitchen window and I think a chain still dangled from the rafter). As I was wandering around in a daze trying to figure out what happened and exactly what was missing (my rose bush! Dug up!) I actually woke up and nothing was actually missing, but it put me in a foul mood.

And then I ate the wrong breakfast, which is actually fine because now I can have that frittata for dinner, but it threw me off, and I forgot to make coffee until after ten and I just don't want to do anything. Bah.

So I mostly haven't, but I will, as usual, remind myself that doing just what absolutely has to be done is still more than I was doing on days I didn't want to do anything in the past, so progress has been made in its fitful and backslidey way. And I got a long way through the week before hitting the wall, and was unusually active and productive M-W, so that's pretty good, really.

Also, crab salad in an avocado for lunch, which generally makes things better. Yum.